An Eager Wait

Very excited for something,
At times for a special days,
Like day of seminar or birthdays, even dqy of Eid-ul-Fitr.
Or may be for some bodily structured,
Experiencing emotions along with gushing blood in veins.
It can also be the long awaited adventure trip,
Or a normal meet with the bestie left behind along with school-life.
At times result of the given exam gets top-listed,
Though in the case eagerness with non-eagerness creeps in.
The eagerness in waiting arrives.
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When childhood days were blooming,
I still remember the advantage of it.
Small desires small wishes & small waits too,
Waiting eagerly for the day that will arrive after 28 long days.
Starting from 1st July.
The impatient wait & the innocent question,
"When will it arrive papa? Days are just not passing."
With the childish advantage of expressing everything without thoughts.
Got reciprocated with a smile of him,
With a superb solution.
Collect that much pebbles & throw one each day,
Ultimately the awited day will arrive.
.
As the time flew away on its speedy wings,
Now wait's prospectus also grew.
Sometime for fuctions & seminars as participant,
& sometimes for trips with friends.
Sometimes for exam's last day,
& sometime someone special to arrive back.
Now, no more advantages were left behind of expressions,
& the stage arrived of tackling everything own.
Also the stage of hiding came in,
Whether emotions or conversations.
.
Waiting eagerly earlier,
Doesn't teased hunger & sleep.
But now things got vastly altered,
Directly influencing daily habits.
Wide eyes whole night & loss of appetite,
Became almost natural.
At times feeling of overjoyness evolves,
But sometimes fear of cancellation or un-execusion comes.
Even lounging for satisfaction & sense of dismay,
Are also some greatly influencive feeling. 
Yet, planning before days & arranging systematically,
Giving deep thoughts & evolving imaginations,
Are the habit remained unchanged.
.
Though the thing which pleases at last,
Is at last the awaited day arrives.
& if it gets well-spent, according to will,
It seems worth of a very long wait.
& also the emotional compemsation,
For the losses faced for it.
-Fauzia Afreen